I want to say thank you first of all. Thanks for checking on me. I will miss being active here, but I think I need to take a step back and get away from here.I will continue to cheer and love BTS with all my heart, I think that is something that will never change, even if everything around me is a mess, they are such a source of comfort and motivation.I just graduated, and I feel so empty. The last few years have been like a hellish nightmare for me, I've been through a lot and I always kept pushing for that goal, more than for myself, because of a promise that I made to someone very dear to me, and now that I've achieved that goal, it's hard to look forward to anything. I am tired and have no ambition. I just feel like doing nothing, and that is scary.The lovely people I met here gave me kindness and joy and made me feel I was surrounded and appreciated in moments when I felt so lonely. Although being here helped me get through the hardest days. Lately, I feel overwhelmed scrolling through this app, there is so much negativity, and so many things that fill my mind with heavy thoughts.I value truthfulness, I don't like to say things just for the sake of it. So it is hard to give back the kindness I receive here when I feel so empty. I feel guilty and undeserving when I know I'm lacking and not cheering for everyone as I wish.So, I'll be logged off this app for a few months/years, I'll try to focus on making a living, migrating for the fourth time, hopefully settling down for good, and visiting my family after almost 8 years of not seeing them, maybe even getting a cat or starting projects I never dare to.I'm gonna try to pursue the dreams I forgot about hoping to find something to look forward to.Thank you,
I'll treasure all the memories I've made here and I wish you well. I will be rooting for all of you too!